I'm done...

hei...

i think enough to keep fight and try to get your heart anymore.. i can't to move on but i can to stop...

hei..
i think what you think is true that I'm selfish and specious.. but you didn't know the reason why I'm being like that..

hei...

i don't want to hate you but if i can't to stop, maybe I'll hate you one day... so i should to stop in here..

hei..

i just want to you know I'll stop and try to TA'ARUF with someone else.. maybe this is the way out to go from you.

you are the first one who choose to leave me.. and now is my turn to go...

This is the end of our story.... and i should to stop in here..

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING... :)

I can't even to be honest with my self.. :(

is still about you in my mind..my heart even my life..

honestly i can't to move on...
even now you not in here anymore.. but i always can't forget anything about you..
when i lost my mind.. you always in here be with me...be a good listener.. cheer me up..never let me crying..

when i need you so much you always in here.. give your time even just stayed without saying anything just listening.. you always in here when i really in bad situation.. you always in here even i don't ask you to come..

when i have trouble.. even i never tell it to you.. you know it.. even i lie with you, you know it too..
when i need you in here you always say "i always in here...anytime you need.."

when you see me in the trouble and i never want to tell you and you always says " i know it.. you lie.. you are a bad liar... and i just want you to be honest.. share it with me.."

when we go together,.. i always remember that all beautiful memories between us... when we laugh together,, watching a movie together... sometimes we talk something is not important...

I juat want to see you again... :(

why you stay so long in my heart...it's make me more hurt to letting you go...
why i just can realize that now.. ?why i realize that when you choose to go..?
why i always remember you?
why i always think about you..?

i hate this time..time when i miss you so much.. 

 

The end of the story between us!

start from mei 2013... you change alot.. when you know her...you change... till that time..time when you choose to go from me... you completely change... i lose you when you say "let me go.." that time i feel like you never come back.. and yaaa.. even you come back until now.. but you change... that's why i should find the reason to forget you.. as long as i can to survive in this situation i get more pain...

i hate to say this words but i should.. " i start think how much you hurt me just for let you disappear from my heart.."

how bad my feel when i realize that when you hurt me so much... when i found the time when i hurt by you..  time when you choose to go..time when you feel confused about my exist in your heart.. time when you choose to see another heart without try to see mine.. hurt when you just seeing never try to find out.. i know i hurt you so much before..but i still didn't know you do the same way to hurt me..maybe its call carma... and i try to accept that all.. so enough for me to looking for the reason to let this feel disappear from my heart,, don't ever you feel sorry when you realize i change and more far from you...