Today.. when i try to find out about his feel... i know it.. i ever exist in his heart but he have confused feeling about it... he feel so scare to lose me.. lose the best friend ever he have...
i know it.. i couldn't be more than best friend from him....
i know it.. i just could to have his story..but never being someone who live at his story...
the truth i feel so hurt... but i just try to understand what his thingking about us...
before that all being worst.. i should to stop...
stop to thinking about him..
stop to trying care more than friend
stop to worried all about him...
stop to always hear his heart...
stop to always looking at him..
stop to always want his heart..
stop for everything that i hope with him..
some people says " if you want to go..just go.. don't ever you come back again.. "
i will try to go... try to forget about this feel..
i know it's gone be hard.. but i believe i can do this..
one day i will find some one who could make me fall in love again and forget you..completly forget everything about this feel for you...
if i keep loving you..keep see you in here..i'll never could see another guy... maybe my soulmate ready to ask me go from this situation.. i'll let it go..
today is my last day thingking about you... my last day to care with you more than friend.. my last day to hope you like me too.. my last day to dream of you ...
I just try to stop from your confused love... i feel so tired... and finaly i choose to give up...to give up on you.. give up on us...
let me say something for the last time..
" hei.. i think i didn't know the reason i fall in love with you... but it's hard when i know you not belong to me... i've cried for 2 times because of you..but it's okay..you just didn't know how great this feel for you... hei.. let me say.. "i'm sorry for this feel..you don't need to worry even i don't expect you to care.. just give me more time to put away this feel and i promised to back as your best friend for you anymore.."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4jzUUX25UU
