I can't even to be honest with my self.. :(

is still about you in my mind..my heart even my life..

honestly i can't to move on...
even now you not in here anymore.. but i always can't forget anything about you..
when i lost my mind.. you always in here be with me...be a good listener.. cheer me up..never let me crying..

when i need you so much you always in here.. give your time even just stayed without saying anything just listening.. you always in here when i really in bad situation.. you always in here even i don't ask you to come..

when i have trouble.. even i never tell it to you.. you know it.. even i lie with you, you know it too..
when i need you in here you always say "i always in here...anytime you need.."

when you see me in the trouble and i never want to tell you and you always says " i know it.. you lie.. you are a bad liar... and i just want you to be honest.. share it with me.."

when we go together,.. i always remember that all beautiful memories between us... when we laugh together,, watching a movie together... sometimes we talk something is not important...

I juat want to see you again... :(

why you stay so long in my heart...it's make me more hurt to letting you go...
why i just can realize that now.. ?why i realize that when you choose to go..?
why i always remember you?
why i always think about you..?

i hate this time..time when i miss you so much..